Sunday, February 05, 2006

too bored

it has been a long time since my last blog, probably, it has almost been more than 5 months? i am just too bored that is the reason on why i blog. Sometimes, when i have a lot things to do, i feel quite stress out in the sense that i got no free time to think and to enjoy myself, everything must be in rush. However, when i am free, i am just feel that i am to free and feel bored to do anything eventhough i have works to do. I guess there is something wrong about me.
Further, i just do not know what is wrong with me, when it is my time to study, i am not be able to focus, in fact, this is my 3rd year , supposely to focus on my study not on craps stuffs (useless, nonsense) . Moreover, i dont think that i have been productive for these few months in which i supposed to do that. WHAT CAN I DO?
Another thing is if u mixed with people who have motivated to study, you will have that motivation as well, but you wont have that when you have mixed with people who have no such motivation. In life, one must have motivation or purpose on what they want to do in the future, they cannot said that what they do now is because others ask them to do or just because there is no other choice besides this is the way that they should do.

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